To the people that think I'm lying, what would be the point?????
Not so much that your lying but for those of us who have been here awhile we have seen people come on here with some fanciful and well thought out stories. One guy even claimed to have a wife dying of cancer and some have played on members sympathies for money.
I AM NOT SAYING THIS IS YOU! just explaining what has occured in the past. also you have some JW's who come with tripped out stories to yank peoples chains. Your very FIRST post was telling us you are meeting with the elders with no real backstory.
Now if you are still listening I know it can be a pain and struggle to have your belief system ripped from you and destroyed....But it is not the end.
Take a deep breath relax and get to know yourself Find out who LennaB is without the viel of religion morals and all that other stuff. Listen to what Rebel8 said she is a therapist and an all around great caring person.